But of course my body hates me and all the signs were there for O to have occurred 11 days ago.. So whatever body, go fuck yourself.
I didn't really expect to see a positive today. But I bought a veritable shit ton of tests off Amazon so...
Also, I'm getting increasingly nervous for my appointment on Wednesday. It's not until the afternoon so I've decided to work from home that day so I'm not freaking out at work. So many of you are already so much further along in this and have been so incredibly helpful!! Reading your blogs, following your journey's before I really even started on mine has been awesome. I feel much more prepared. And then the advice you give! This community really is awesome, even if the thing that brings us together pretty much sucks ass.
After Wednesday I'll be an official, registered infertile one that's on a medically treated path with the rest of you. I'm not going to lie, some days I feel like a fraud that snuck right in to this world before my time. But so many of you know, that you KNOW well before your dr diagnoses you, that something is just wrong. I was there and I decided to do something about it.
So thank you ladies, for all your help, whether it was voluntary or not. Thank you for not shunning me.
(Well this got sappier than I intended)