I don't talk to her much about my struggles with getting pregnant, mostly so I don't get upset when she doesn't know what to say. (I know that's irrational and not her fault but that's where I am right now) She got pregnant on accident so it's hard.
The other night she texted me to check on me after I posted on Facebook about having a hard night. And she said something that really warmed my heart.
I told her I was sick of everyone telling me to relax, to be positive I just wanted someone to be pissed with me. Her reply:
Well I am pissed you can't either! Lol I can't pretend to understand what you feel, but I do know that one day, however it happens, your child will know that you wanted them so badly. It won't be some gross story of jello shots and a 21st birthday uh oh, it will be a loving story about trying and failing but not giving up. That I do know and that's one lucky kid.
Sometimes we need to hear things like this.
On a side note... I had a giant temp dive today... 10dpo and I mean DIVE like almost 1.5 degrees. I think that means I'm out this month.. I knew it was too good to be true.